this doesn't hurt.
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
4:18 AM
I feel so much better now. I guess i'm on the road to recovery! Haha, okay that was kinda exaggerated. Yeap. So anyways, i've been thinking a lot and i realise that there's no point in sulking over something you've lost and can't get back.
Crying over spilt milk, they call it. First love, first mistake. Okay, maybe not mistake. I've learnt a lot. I'll hold every memory in my heart cos they no longer make me cry anymore, they make me smile. I guess i really shouldn't have let the whole relationship go that far. I mean geeez, seven months! Yeah, so you can say i'm slowly getting over it. YAAY ME!
Life is preeeetty routine i guess. There's no spark in it anymore, but i'll live. I'm strong okay! I duno why, i've been craving for night to come every day. I just need to crawl up in bed and sleeep. The weather, ahhh so nice. My appetite's back too, i ate lunch today. FINALLY! Dinner's all laid out on the table. Satay, fish and chips, carrot cake, APPETIZING! So i guess i'd better go and eat now.
;D